Sunday, December 22, 2013

This Journey is not my Own

I have felt this strong feeling to write over the past several days.  For one, I wanted to hold myself accountable, and for two, to help inspire others to follow suit in their lives.  My true belief is as Wallace Wattles mentions that the things that grow are the things that you give energy to.  I really feel like I need to transform my life internally as well as externally.  I also desire to develop a stronger sense of my spiritual relationship with God and all of this will help develop a better emotional intelligence.  I would really love to have others follow me through this journey.  We all learn from another and our words can build others up, admonition.  Every day we should spend time for self growth and development.  I desire so strongly to be a woman of God with wisdom and kindness.


In developing to be a woman of God I have started my in depth study in the Bible that leads us to talking about the virtuous woman.  After four years of being divorced, I had to look back at myself, no one else but me.  Transforming myself and learning as well as being honest with my feelings helps bring truth.  One thing that a friend kept telling me is TELL YOURSELF WHAT IT IS THAT YOU, not what you don't want. Wallace Wattles writes this awesome book about the Science of Getting Rich that really had me considering how I could apply what he was saying into other areas of my life.





 I could say after all of these years, the things that I don't want for a husband, but that doesn't generate a positive mindset and focus on the qualities that one DOES.  The list below that I hope you all follow me on will give you insight into the challenges from a single mothers perspective, but from so many levels that just about anyone can relate to.

-PHySICAL:  My body image/fitness  I really want to make a predication about the health benefits of juicing and a raw foods diet so I will start this journey towards physical transformation and hopefully bring others with me on this journey as well.  I will post pictures, describe my challenges, and successes  as I educate myself on the science of our health, the industry, and how the health industry is making millions for doing the things we that we can do just by taking charge of our own health.  This blog that I have been following and website that I stumbled upon gives awesome data.  When I started juicing months ago, I had so much energy and clear focus.  I can't wait to get back to that point.  My goals are to join a boxing club and really push myself physically.


----INSPIRATION:  For sometime I feel like I have been just waiting.  waiting for someone to come, to enjoy lives experiences with.  Then I started realizing these last couple months that i must stop waiting for something to happen and just act.  This great clip from EAT, PRAY, LOVE is funny. Julia Roberts says talks about this guy praying and praying and praying to God to WIN the lottery.  Finally, God speaks back and tells him to Buy a Ticket.  Action.  We must meet God halfway.




-Emotional:The past holding one back from moving into the future:  This book means more to me than just a read it helped me gather insight.  I was seeing that I was moving forward with my education but noticed that my emotional intelligence was slacking, this is also another area that i would like to discuss.



-Intellectually: My thoughts on education: My thoughts on quality education, the cost of education, what self education can do for the mass amount of people, college, and the children's education as well as its impact on their character.  We will look at different forms of education such as private(i.e. Montessori) public, and a new term that I have recently discussed with parents here in Florida, "Unschooling".



-SPiritual:  Developing a Godly Character:  I am looking to dig more into the Bible and get a clear deep meaning to the things that God is showing me.  Each time that I feel inspired to write about this journey with myself internally, hopefully you will find something that might develop your own soul.

-Motherhood: Developing our children:  Watching them grow, learn, and the challenges, and successes with each of my three children, I provide knowledge that I hope others will engage and add value to.

-MUSIC:  The entertainment business:  As I co-found a new company in the entertainment business and closing in on my second masters degree at Full Sail University, We will take a glance at a research study that our company is forgoing to determine the effects of music and children.

There is so much more that I look forward to writing about, I haven't felt this inspired in years so each time that I feel it, I am going to stop what I am doing and write write write!

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